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Name: Kari
Interests: I like to play outside. I also enjoy a good cup of tea, reading philosophic novels, and visiting with my friends.
Expertise: Knitting, procrastination, walking--I am an expert walker.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
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Member Since:
8/23/2005
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| ...as always. After two weeks of mad productivity in which I attempted to decipher the meanings of patterns in little symbols and then put more little symbols in order, I came from the shadows of uncertain knowledge? See look how confusing that question mark is) I stomped on the ground and broke the thin layer of ice on the lake and generally refuted idealism THUS. I drank tea, sleept, cleaned dishes and clothes--good hands on material tasks which i can start and finish, which have an end so to speak. Final causes are human fictions. Perhaps those who are silent know there is nothing to say.
Well, I am off to live my life. It is mine to live after all. I'd better start working at it since no One will tell me what to do. | | |
| How much remains unfinished. It is the time of night when dangerous thoughts of going to sleep now and waking up early enter my mind. But I must finish some things. I must create the semblance of completion, for that is success. And this too, is procrastination, a waste of my rapidly dwindling mental powers and creative abilities... | | |
| I went to Boston over fall break and walked around Walden Pond and ate
New England clam chowder and talked to pilgrims and rode a
subway and flew on some airplanes by myself. Yes, I've been to
Boston in the Fall, yes I am miles and hours behind in my reading and
homework and midterm paper preparations and yes I am disappointed in
people who have flings even though I said I wanted one. Actually,
I want love. It rained lovely today. My roommate's
boyfriend made coffee with cardemum in it and it was one of the more
delicious things I have tasted.
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| I quit band today. It was my last day of band ever. I no longer play in the band. I am not in the band.
Well, I'm still in jazz band. But now I go to orchestra twice as
much, not just half time, and I am going to play my cello more and see
what happens if I attempt a little focus and a little less of the
spreading of myself and my talents all over the place. This is
big, guys. I chose this NOT by default. I decided, hmm, no
more saxophone lessons, no more band. I deliberated, and
proactively chose my own fate! I have created my own destiny!
Enough of the tomfoolery. I have acted. It is done.
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